ITS ME,MALIK!!

Friday, December 08, 2006

-> confused.. <-

hey there peeps.. current state of mind, confused..

talking to wiwik my fav cuz on webcam now..wee..!! got webcam.. happy but at the same time sad + confused.. why i'm feeling confused?? i also dunno bout myself...

is it cause i don't show much attention to you..? hmm.. maybe.. nak cakap bill melambung, mmg.. cannot overuse my own HP.. cause bill was like $140 seh last mth... cause i msg the soccer guys alot.. termasuk ler msg orang2 tertentu skalik.. so i'm sorry if i dun give enough attention..

but then, lying was my past... that's why i chose this dumb skin... cause i was a liar.. i'm no more a liar cause i know, lying takes me nowhere.. anyways, sometimes i wonder why.. why i lied last time.. why was i such a painful guy who hurts someone's feelings trying to forget someone unforgetable.. genuine feelings.. those words i'm trying to translate through actions..

anyways, lost to national U-17.. such shame.. such painful moments.. almost let loose my left knee while trying to tackle this striker guy.. had my knuckle twisted in a way while trying to catch ball... oh my knee.. please be good and let me kick till half way line.. i know u can do it cause its done once..!! please..!! sunday training.. hope nothing serious happens.. but then if smth serious happens, i will really know who cares and who doesnt.. so serious injury or not..?hmmm.. someone answer my qn.. wee...

kler, thoughts of the day.. dun drink too much coke light.. can cause cancer..
whenever u have fever, go doc.. dun let it burn ur left part of ur brain or u'll turn retarded...

bye for now..wee...

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