ITS ME,MALIK!!

Monday, February 26, 2007

-> 11 days!! <-

wow wow kepow!
its been 11 days since i've last updated..
what the heck..
been busy lately...
work..
stuff that needs to attend to everytime..
those who knows, knows la hah..
if you donch know, try thinking hard..

time is not by my side..
time is running out..
its my precious time..
its like a gem amongst all rocks..
the most important thing in my life..
time..
its gonna be few more days to march..
don't want her to go..
don't want our lives to be torn apart..
i feel i've not done enough just yet to repay her..
she's always been in and out of her room...
as days go by, our age aint increasing..
in fact its decreasing..
so everyone, appreciate the time that we have..

owkeyy enough crap aight..
so what have i been up to..?
work, work and work..
there's this giordano girl @ imm who keeps smiling towards coffee club direction..
of course aint looking at me laa..
aci mcdonalds la the one always smile2 at me when i eat there..
chett..
apa da acii..
lu buta kah..?
other than that, there's another girl @ bata who suddenly smiled at me..
weird..
its not that i'm proud of myself or what...
but its just maybe i have a friendly face..?
wahaha....
vomit all you want...
cough all you like...
hahakz..
its just a MaYbE...=)

and so i've been contacting this new friend of mine...
better our friendship is...
closer we get...
stop smiling i can't...
wah like yoda i am...
nyahaha...
F.Y.I, this new friend of mine, she mentioned my name in her blog..
so if u guys duno who i'm refering to, go find urself la..
lazy ass peeps...

klah, wanna cleep..
and dream of wonderful things life might have in store for me..
hee..
ciao..!!

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4:48:00 am
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Thursday, February 15, 2007

-> fun or sad holidays..? <-

finally into holiday mood!!
i don't care bout DEC or Maths..
screw it..
i just wanna pass..
i don't care if i do well anot..
a pass will do...
screw you 2nd year..!

ok so what am i gonna do in the holidays..?
stay at home full time..?
or work for few days..?
hmm
dat depends on the situation that i'm currently in..
gonna work friday saturday sunday and probably monday too...
CNY coming man..
gotta tekan $$ dude..!
i wanna get at most 300 or 400 ar for this month's salary..
wanna try finish my bike license by june..
that's 4 more months..

ok so i know that i'm gonna do project...
for 3rd year..
but what kinda project is that gonna be..?
VI..?
PLD..?
i hope i get the one that i want..
wee!

so i've thought to myself..
should i move off with other things in life...
rather than be concerned with everyone else's feelings..?
hmm...
i should heck care bout others maybe...
since there isnt any cushion for me when i fall...
maybe there is one or two ar..
or maybe i should be selfish and only concentrate on me and my family..
hmm... a thought...
but i dowanna be selfish...
i wanna be humble...
i dun wanna be sombong or whatt...
that's an advice from my dad and also from nadym...

HP has been quite silent..
except for some moments when this new friend of mine sms me..
that sparked me up...
at times, the smses come at the right moment..
what a coincidence..
i wonder what is there in store for me and this person..
may we turn into better friends than nw..=)
cheers to our friendship...

that's all..!!
ciao!

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6:55:00 pm
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Saturday, February 10, 2007

-> maths fever.. <-

i'm sooo dead..
i'm gonna fail maths yo..!
nemind laa..
failure is the MOTHER of your SUCCESS...
wee..
got that from afro...
kewl bro..long time nvr see...

so what's happening so far...?
basically nothing but study study and more study..
other things, as per normal, buy food for parents at home..
what else did i do..?
oh ya, done a few house chores after exams juz nw..
was damn sleepy laa after exams juz nw..
didnt even get to sleep know..
but i persevered from the exams to going to hospital with my parents..
up till buying meal @ west coast with both parents..
and adding on to it is trip to nenek's house..
really shagged laa...!!
i'm having red red eyes...
and thus, i havent sleep for the past urm, more than 48 hrs..?
kewl shit..
no rest..
how am i gonna last at IJC tmr..?
that's a wonder..

lucky of me to get a chance to go out roaming with friends on a saturday..
but too bad, aint gonna go with friends..going alone afterall..
nemind lah.. who cares.. i've been left out b4..
might as well be all alone...
much much more peaceful this way..
can cater to my family's needs...
once family is settled, friends will come in..

so, had a chat with dad over some polar puffs at hospital just now..
its always fun man talking to dad...
i feel we're getting much closer...
i love him soo soo much..
loadsa advice given..
loadsa experience lit upon me..
but...
am i gonna take over my dad's company when the time comes..?
i might..
and poof, malik the director of honeybee engineering pte ltd..
wee!
kewlness.. but gotta study very hard laa..
must make my parents' dreams come true..
a diploma and hopefully a degree from me...
that would be amazing to enjoy having a degree together with both my parents..
the best moment of my life if that happens..

klah, enough future aspects of me...
currently just plain screwed up me...
cheers to life..!

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1:48:00 am
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Friday, February 09, 2007

-> old man.. <-

been walking like old man for 2 days already..
i dunno what happen to my right knee...
left ankle already good..
right knee problem..
haiyoo...
and now blisters..??
oh my..when am i gonna be well?
lets wonder...

ok so what have i been up to lately...
been studying..
been going around @ the market to grab food for home..
basically i spend A LOT of time at home..
hadta get some space for myself just nw..
so went to study alone at the J.E library...
studied there for 2-3 hrs..
then went back home..
went out again to get more food for family..
and finally, settled down on my bed with some notes and used papers..
finally got worries off my back...
maths is gonna be an obstacle..
but i'm gonna try my best i will..

regards and best wishes to elias who fell from his bike..
get well soon bro..

when am i gonna be riding bike..??
not so soon i guess..
a whole lot of responsibility piled on me..
so i hafta be responsible right...
dengg...
after 15th feb, i'm gonna work only on friday saturday sunday and maybe monday..
other days, i wanna be at home..
as u may know, march is coming up...
but i bet nobody knows what march has in store for me..
it could be a devastating moment for me..
could be the same few days i've been going thru...
who the heck wants a miserable life..?
i'm just hoping that GOD is by my family's side...
and that every test that we're going thru together brings us closer in touch with heaven..
no month is more important than march..
on that month, i'm not gonna work..
spend the whole month at home..
anything can happen...
at any point of time given, the switch can just turn off...
oh Allah please help me repent and forgive my sins...
i wanna rejoin my family when the time comes...
i love them with all my heart...
sometimes i'm just too stressed up with myself that i dunno what to do with myself..

anyways, exams tomorrow...
held at SIM HQ.. 9am..
gotta be at sch by 8..JH wants me to teach him..
since when can i teach? hahaha..
lets try aight tmr..
neways, cheers...

ciao for now...

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12:09:00 am
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Monday, February 05, 2007

-> track 7 of 21 classics.. <-

Ibarat sekuntum bunga
Disunting di dalam jambangan
Diperhias indah beremas
Dipuja setiap hari

Tetapi apakan daya
Bunga tak segar selalu
Menanti saat ketika
Yg segar menjadi layu

Adoi adoi
Tak tahan hati merindu
Mudah kering dek racun asmara
Dah gugur tak mungkin kembang pula

Adoi adoi
Tak tahan hati merana
Sudah layu tak mungkin dipandang
Habislah manis hampas dibuang

Apakah dosanya wanita
Tak suda menerima siksa
Segar menjadi rebutan
Layu menjadi hina

some nice lyrics...
this is from a classical song..
the olden days kept running through my head..
i wonder how the ladies were running the house..
with soo much torture and punishment done by the husband..
and they endured them all and still love their husbands..
that shows their strong character..
cheers.. sorry for those who don't understand the lyrics..
hee..ciao...

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6:10:00 pm
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Sunday, February 04, 2007

-> draw!!! <-

drew initially against TP in 5th and 6th position in IVP...
lost in the penalties..
damn...
parried 2 penalties, still unable to save the penalty..
saved 1 penalty though..
heee...
ishh.. bad luck for me..
nemind laa..
the way TP scored at first, really stupid laa..
penalty siol..!!
shouldnt happen..!
nemind laa.. enjoyed myself..
i'm sure the others enjoyed looking at the captain saving balls...
wahaha..for the first time i'm the captain of a team..
damnn.. hw kewl is that..
hahakz..
but still, its still nt a good day for me..
since when its a good day for me..?hmm...

neways, bruised my legs and all..
its ok...i'm ok aje..=)
cheers..

alrighty, wanna ciao..pape msg...
ciao..!

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12:07:00 am
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Friday, February 02, 2007

-> lyric <-

Kau belai jiwa yang pernah terluka
Dan palingkan resah yang ada
Sambutlah cinta dan aku janjikan satu kesetiaan

that's a song by exists..
say i'm old school but its a nice song..!
that is only one part of the song that i like most..
something to do with myself maybe..
ciao...

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6:37:00 pm
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-> <-

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6:37:00 pm
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-> torn apart.. <-

ooh baby u've taken my heart..
this precious heart of mine was captured few years back..
and nw it seems like things wont go my way..
as sad as it seems, chins up, hafta face the world still..
i cant let one downfall lead to a more severe downhill ride..
wont let problems hinder me..
problems are set not to create more problems..
its a test of ur will..
test of ur patience..
it is, a TEST..of one's character..

so a torn heart can always be mended..
its a matter of yourself finding the way to mend it..
a torn paper can be taped together..
why not a torn heart..?
think of it..

chances..that's what successful people take everyday..
as if it's their meal..
they take chances at everything..
risks are involved yes...
but what bout the profits that one might gain..?
goes the same for matters of heart..
if u take ur chance on someone, its a risk for sure..
but think of it..it might be a gain for yah...
once again, think of it..

yeay i'm crapping again..
i'm just feeling down daa deyy..
first time in NP history that their soccer team..
didnt get to qualify for semis..
our team created history!!
........
that's soo dumb of mike to bring in akhbar..
this akhbar guy..totally useless...
even the physio talks much more than him..
nemind laa..i just let it be..
wont be president for long...
ciao NPFC...nyahaha!!

hmm what the heck am i doing here early in the morning..?
i'm freaking hungry lately..!!
reach home, no food..
reach home, eat epok2 extra2 from morning..
what a healthy lifestyle..hmmmm...
i'm still down with flu though..so i'm SICK still...dengg...

anyone wanna go IJC on the 10th..?
pity me laa soo lonely..
nyahaha...anyone wanna accompany..?

hmmm...
been looking forward to chat with her lately...
when is she gonna be online..?
hmmmm...
i wonder wassup with her life now..
hope everything's fine and a-ok..
nak sms tapi selalu free malam2 gini jeee...
takut cik adik tu da tido...

klah, i wanna go steam some food and eat!
ciao...

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2:14:00 am
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