ITS ME,MALIK!!

Thursday, August 30, 2007

-> been long.. <-

whoaa been a long time since i last blogged..
loadsa things happened..
i wonder if anyone find interest to read this blog even..
if u do, do tag me okie..?
a request from me.. pleaase

so what's been happening so far..?
firstly, my mum passed away on 18th july at 1330hrs..
its been a setback for my whole family..
but to think of it, its a good thing mum dun hafta suffer more..
okie secondly, i've been having problems with myself..
been having diarrhoea lately..
but hopefully i'll be okay..=)
nw thirdly..
i duno if i should continue having friends..
i mean, sch friends for sure i will have..
but close friends..? i reali question myself..
isit me or them..?
isit cause i cant always go out till late night that i'm not asked out..?
isit cause they dun like me no more..? i'm confused..
talking bout confusion, i'm more confused bout being in a relationship..
i'm sure bout my feelings..
but does she feel the same feelings i have for her..?
been mixing around with other girls..
but i just cant seem to find another better than her..
i duno what's the reason but i just can never forget her..
Allah knows hw much i miss this girl..
He knows hw much i feel for this girl..
He knows what i'm feeling bout her..truely..
and yah she doesnt know i like her..
its been friendship all along..
one minute i think she likes me and i wana tell her i like her,
another minute, i know she likes another..
hopefully she'll be happy with another..=)

ya Allah, tolonglah aku ini..
kasilah kawan aku ini kebahagiaan yg dia mahu..
berikanlah dia fikiran yg jelas..
janganlah bingungkan fikirannya lagi..

anyways, i'm doing fine..
hee..! happy go lucky..!
my potential of being a leader as said by sharon,
i guess its going down the drain..?
wasted potential kot.. haha..
bad stuff happen at the wrong time..
neways, things happen for a reason..
insyAllah for a good reason..=)

thx for reading this entry yeah guys..!
really appreciated it..=)

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