ITS ME,MALIK!!

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

-> amazing result, amazingly unexciting day <-

wow wee.. against MI, NPFC won 6-0.. that's an amazing result.. was hoping she could watch the match but then nah, she's busy with work so shan't disturb her.. moreover, promised a no contact till 5th december thingy... just wishing that time could run off faster..

anyways, friday gonna have a match against SIM, our neighbour.. hope they'll lose cause we're gonna be their next nightmare.. prepare urself SIM rugger looking soccer players..

met for a short while.. got choc eclair thingy.. wanna keep it first.. seems appetizing but nah not yet time to eat.. too late.. met, sent her off to take bus then walked home while keeping quiet all along.. i just have nothing to talk about.. absolutely no mood i guess.. so would rather make things quiet than worsen things.. dad called at about 11.10 asking where i was.. still waiting for her damn it.. you don't have to be always angry at me.. i brought my bloody keys.. and i'm big enough.. so you don't have to pamper me..!!

man am i explosive or what..? hmm............... i'm currently slacking and slacking whole semester.. wonder when will i wake up my idea and start studying for real.. my life has been around family, soccer, work and finally PDA circuit board crap.. shitty buggy pda thingy is simple yet complicating..

alrighty then, shall end it here..

*wish you were there..
*not a family baby damn it..!!
*amazing result..
*quiet day of mine........

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11:58:00 pm
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Tuesday, November 28, 2006

-> hopeful <-

hey there peeps whoever's looking at this entry.. i am very very sorry if i've done anything wrong past few days or past few weeks or months or year... do forgive me for what i've done and do think that the past has passed by.. if there's anything be it important or not, do approach me..

anyways, just nw was a sucky day... i can be explosive at any given time.. and i think cause of that, i'm starting to lose friends.. loved ones.. what a crazy world i live in.. HP stays silent for a bit.. wonder when life gonna be lively yet again.. never ever..? probably..

btw, tomorrow i'm having a match against Millenia Institute.. hope we'll win with casualty.. heh u know who i'm talking about.. ME... weee.... starting to feel pains in my left knee.. hopefully aint gonna be anything serious but if its serious, then will i know what's going on in my life..

till next time..bye all...

*will not fall for yet another girl besides her..
*still hopeful
*i need anger management..
*need physio on me..!! damn knee..

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10:42:00 pm
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-> down and out.. <-

never felt like this before..but hey, part and parcel of life.. whether its 1 week or 2 weeks or a month, i will still like you cause comparing that weeks to a year i've liked this person, its just soo little.. so yah.. nothing more to say.. really really like you like no other..

what a b'day present.. a person i really really like+love+cherish gone for a week... i wanna gain trust in each and everyone i know.. i wanna gain trust especially with this particular girl i like+love+cherish...

bye all... shall live a life of misery.. till 5th december comes, an unhappy me shall reveal itself to the world..

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12:38:00 am
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Sunday, November 26, 2006

-> b'day <-

hey hey hey.. had a quite tiring b'day for mee...

worked from 12-4.. work today was boooorrrriiiinnnggg... stupid supervisor johnson aint experience enough still wanna talk shit bout coffee club.. or coffee clubs according to his pronounciation.. cant even speak english properly and fluently.. how could he pass the interview.. whoever interviewed him must be dumb enough and be deaf enough not to hear his spoken english.. anyways johnson aside.. subhan is a kinda cool guy.. big sized.. must be a rugger last time.. stupid alex came at the freaking wrong time.. nemind laas.. going off already that time..

waited an hour after that so that the rain could slow down.. but nah, just went off with elfi the dwarf (not elf) to farrer park.. a cooling wind brushed off my shoulder everytime this dwarf accelerated.. a sudden adrenaline rush came rushing throughout my body.. hahaha.. what wonderful words i have in store.. reach farrer park, finally didnt have an official match.. i assisted a goal.. but hey, we were crappy.. i played striker..! haha.. anyways, lost 3-2.. who cares.. just a dumb friendly..

had a wonderful lil company just now with fiddy baby.. it was great.. talked about alot of things.. so now i know we aint a quiet pair of people aye fiddy..? hahakz.. its the first time i celebrate my b'day with someone.. esp someone special.. hee.. thx alot fiddy baby for the company.. appreciated the time we had.. we should go shopping together aight.. but dun wanna spend all ur $30 ler.. mcm byk gitu.. hahakz..

have i found the key..? or is it just a mirage in the dessert..? or some illusion made by some magician..? hmm.. i hoped i found the key to the heart shaped door.. that would make a perfect b'day present.. hahakz..

matters of heart aside, i wana go sleep now.. in peace.. so i shall R.I.P.. u know what i mean.. hee.. bye people.. and thank all those friends who wished me a happy b'day.. it aint just happy.. its every word connected to happy in a bunch of hours.. thanks all..!! byee...

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12:30:00 am
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Thursday, November 23, 2006

-> lost <-

wow wee... lets see.. Westridge LOST 7-1 to Elias Park.. that's an expected score i guess since i was the goalkeeper and being a new guy, i still cant click with the players yet.. i need more exposure.. i think i'm better off playing for NPFC but then, i'm still not that good enough.. how do i improve myself..? hmm... my goal kick sux, my drop kick sux even more, and communication, damn that's the worse of the list i think... i cant grab a simple ball since i thought my team mate was gonna take it.. but no... it went into goal instead.. what a joke... anyways, other than that, let in one stupid goal.. i could've punched it out but no... i wanted to save it instead and it slipped off and went into goal.. 2 goals MY mistake.. bah there's still 4 other mistakes made by defender..and one dumb penalty i cant save... guessed the correct direction but his shot was a lil too powerful that i cant punch it out.. damn i suck at penalties.. anyways let it pass...

so how are you..? i'm doing fine but a lil stressed out... anyways, i wanna sleep already uh..sleepy la..bubye..!

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12:39:00 am
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

-> another boring day <-

hey hey all readers..

had quite a good day uh.. done with that stupid circuit board.. alhamdulillah i got 8/10 for the beauty of my circuit board.. heh... passed all tests made on my board..

soccer was way cool today.. participated in the fitness thingy.. wow wee i'm first to finish that crap... ran the whole fitness course w/o feeling tired... except for some stitches here and there cause i ate something b4 the training... almost vomit sia!! damn everyone hates that feeling fo sure... anyways, am i gonna retain that fittest player name..? i hope not.. if yes, i might hafta run more than usual.. that's sick..!! anyways, friday having match.. hope things are gonna be A-OK.. against Gombak U-18.. hopefully a good win will help the morale of the team.. tmr having match agains jalan damai.. really wish i could play... and saturday against ELIAS PARK.. wow elias got his own park... and its syaz's club.. hope his club will lose.. WESTRIDGE kinda an ok team.. just not fit enough..

suddenly i dun feel like laughing.. i dunno why.. is it cause i'm asking too much questions..? c'mon people, am i irritating..? hmm... cause if i'm an irritable person, why not i just leave ur life..? hmm... readers please comment.. wee...

anyways, having a mind block now.. i dun feel like malik today.. i feel like i'm an abnormal alien who is very hopeful but then am sure that i have no place in anyone's door of love/happiness or whatever crap.. maybe this is the effect of stress in life.. what do you think..? crapaholicz...

nothing more for me to say..

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11:31:00 pm
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Monday, November 20, 2006

-> boring day <-

wow what a boring day i'm having..talking to her but then one for one aje...question, answer..that's all..BOOORRRRIIINGGGG....i think today's not my day..didnt play for islandwide..didnt get a reply msg..didnt get to go Pontian with family..didnt have a great 19th of November..! damn that day..haha..and i expect another boring 25th november...wee...

done with circuit board but then, it sucks la..i think i got it all wrong..!! damn my practical skills..its going down down down the drain man...and guess what,i dun understand a single shit of microcontroller application..which is MA btw..that module sucks to the core..!! confusing crap...

anyways,heard my sis going cairo...wow she's a smart ass la..!! get to skip all the damn years and just hafta endure 1 year there..whereas my other sis, Lina hafta go through 2 years..really miss her crap while she was here..whahaha.no hard feelings yeah sis..=) be cheerful aight..2 years kejap je...by then u still wont get to see me i think..NS babe..!! hehe...cant wait till i finish skool and have nothing to do but to just drive around alone..haha..

talking bout that,as promised fiddy, u're gonna be the first to drive/ride with me aight..i promise that...=) a promise is a promise...hehe...

anyways,like a boring day,comes a boring post..so hope ya'll wont get sleepy after reading this..haha...cheers...

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12:25:00 am
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