-> hmm.. <-
feelings come and go..
people come and go too..
but this feeling just dun wanna leave me..
tried once, tried twice..
failed both attempts..
dear Allah please answer my prayers..
i promise to be a better person both religiously and character wise..
i've screwed up people..
made people angry..
made myself angry..
that is just not me..
since when i'm a problem player?
since when i snap at people..?
since when i'm explosive..?
past few days been a rough..
someone please cheer me up..?
i cant live an explosive life..
that just aint me..
not only am i explosive,
my appetite seems lower now..
only ate one chicken wing juz nw..
i'm not being me..
i wish i am the person by her side..
ALWAYS..
but hey, to think of it,
i now realise how valuable i am..
that's a big fat 0..
nobody cares..
nobody knows..
the feelings i feel for her..
the joyous moments i had with her..
the memorable days..
washed down into the drain..
or am i just assuming stuff..?
i freakingly hope i am assuming..
cause if not,
its really hard to climb out of this hole in my heart..
she's someone special..
but am i special too..?
lets wonder and keep wondering..
cause i know the answer is too painful to reveal..
but heck, the answer needs some light to be shone on..
some long thoughts.. ignore if u get bored looking...
1:20:00 am
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