ITS ME,MALIK!!

Saturday, February 23, 2008

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i'm dead..
i'm confused..
i'm like a screw..
you go round and round till u hit the end..
and try to make it tighter..
and still u're at the same spot..

i lack freedom..
i lack style..
i lack brains and brawns(if its spelt correctly..)

why does my life have to be this way..?
i live a lonely life..
staying alot at home means lesser time with friends..
no time for GF for which i dun have cause i dun have time to court one..
i'm frustrated everytime my plan to go out with someone, fails..
i hope those people understand my situation..

i need my space..
i need time for myself..
i'm 20 this year..
i'm getting older each year..
sampai bile la malik ni mcm..

anyways, brush that aside, i think i'm liking someone..
its only 2 times she called me..
but i still miss the voice..
i hope she calls again later..or tmr..
i'll continue hoping..

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4:28:00 pm
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Sunday, November 04, 2007

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another work of my brain..
if u can understand, u'd know hw i feel..

hatiku hancur mengenang dikau,
berkeping-keping jadinya.
kini air mata jatuh bercucuran,
tiada lagi harapan.

tiada seindah waktu itu,
dunia berseri-seri.
malam bagai siang seterang hatimu,
penuh harapan padamu.

kini hancur berderai,
kesedihan berantai,
kuncup dihatiku,
yang lama ku simpan,
kini hancur sebelum berkembang.

mengapa ini harus terjadi,
ditengah kebahagian.
ingin ku rasakan,
lebih lama lagi,
hidup bersama denganmu.

i'm not hoping for anything..
just wishing that everything is gona be okay..
off to cleaning up the house! tata..!

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1:20:00 pm
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Sunday, September 30, 2007

-> the heart opens... <-

Hai cinta
Dengarkanlah.. Aku ingin bicara..
Tentang aku dan kamu..
Tentang cintaku padamu

Aku memang laki laki..yang pernah mencintai
seribu Wanita dan misterinya..
tapi sekarang begitu berbeda
Denganmu aku merasakan cinta yang lain

-chorus-
Bersamamu.. Kurasakan Cinta..
Bersamamu.. Kumerasa Rindu..
Bersamamu.. Ku Bisa Jatuh Hati..
Bersamamu.. Kurasakan Sesuatu
Yang Tak Pernah Kurasakan... Sebelumnya...

Ini hanya teriakan perasaanku..
Tentang perasaanku Kepada dirimu
Yang semakin hari, Semakin menjadi jadi

Hatiku sudah memilih
Kamu menjadi separuh nafasku dan
Separuh jiwaku.. kamu menjadi bahagian hidupku..

repeat chorus

nice song huh..? guess who sang..=)

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1:09:00 pm
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Monday, September 24, 2007

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i just felt disappointed..
when the moment i thought i can try to move on,
it just failed..
why..?
coz she's tired..
what a reason..
insyallah ada hikmah di sebalik ini semua..

anyways, i've been having a strain in my butt..
wahahah..x-ray done..
doc thought it was a tailbone fracture..
the moment i heard that, my heart fell..
that could mean the end of playing soccer..
dad spoke to me to stop playing soccer..
but i'm just too stubborn..
went training just now..
sure my butt was painful..
but i hung on..=)
pain still pain but tahan ler..
wana chase for the No.1 spot..
although i've been wearing no.1 jersey..haha..

okey hopefully i'm gona be okay sooner later..
hopefully there wont be anymore injuries..

-broken inside..
-life hafta move on but it seems like i cant..
-i thought i saw a perfect gem but the other miner got his hands on it first..

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8:41:00 pm
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Friday, September 14, 2007

-> =) <-

Jika itu memang terbaik, untuk dirimu
Walau berat untukku, berpisah denganmu
Hapus sudah air matamu, aku mengerti
Ini bukan mauku, ini bukan inginku

whoaa what a chorus part..=)
cheers..

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1:34:00 am
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