ITS ME,MALIK!!

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

-> suckas.. <-

once again, i'm left out of the group..
initially i don't even know they wanna go watch the match..
i joined them after i got to know from someone.
next, i also didnt know they were gonna play soccer..
got to know that from another guy again..
that happened like twice or thrice..
then now, i didnt get to watch the match again cause there's no ticket for me..

what i'm treated like crap now..?
i feel worse than crap..i feel like shit..
nemind its ok..
since they like it that way, i'll just b a loner..
will just wait and wait till they ask me to join them or smth...

i already have plans on 10th feb..
that is to go IJC and enjoy myself there..
that is, by myself..
maybe firah joining, i donch know..
maybe ias and his gf joining, i donch know either..
the fact is, i'm going...

since my life is soo plain boring now, i'm gonna spice it up with some studying..
and some housework..
vacuuming, clean toilet..
that's so simple wimple..

and finally, got soccer this thursday, dun think i'm gonna play..
jeremy's the favourite GK for them coaches..
i'm just not good enough..
didnt even get to play one minute..
at least last yr's IVP syaz gets to play one whole game..
this yr, nt even once second..
so basically i just waste my time benchwarming..
isnt it better if i could just go home and prepare some porridge for mum..?
or better still, don't participate in IVP at all..?
hmm that's a thought..
i'm gonna give it a last shot..
my passion aint gonna die off..
screw NPFC now..
freaking act like superstars...

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7:03:00 pm
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